I write this blog entry as I feel I need to release some emotions that have built up as I get more visions of Cain and our time together.
I want to be free of him and I feel that this needs to be said as what he did is disturbing.
It hurts my heart and I need to gather this out as I clear myself of the energy of Cain. I am getting visions of him being with several women at the ROVAS Gombasek Art Camp, now that I understand how my clairvoyance works and I can finally see clearly the image of betrayal by the man I fell in love with. My fault, I thought he fell in love as well and for a moment I think his soul wanted to. I saw it in his eyes. I now remember the dream when he spoke to me, his soul spoke to me. I was wondering for the longest time who spoke to me: “I want to receive the love but I cannot.” I’ve seen visions of him at Gombasek, sleeping with other women while I was dancing. He told me he was only helping our guy friends pick up girls because they lacked experience, but that was just a lie—he was doing it for himself.
About a two weeks before Gombasek, I broke things off with Cain because I could already feel his lies and, through synchronicity and clairvoyant visions, I saw the women he was with. I told him it was over. I didn’t speak with him for two weeks, even though we had been talking for hours every day after the Art Camp in Tihany and our trip to Budapest. During that time, I went to the Massive Attack concert and spent a week in Jastarnia.
My guardian angel, Banksy, was begging me not to sleep with him and to end things once and for all. When I arrived at Gombasek, I was determined to stay away from him. But his charm took over, and we ended up making love—and yes, it was mind-blowing every time for both of us. Yet it was not heart-blowing, because Cain does not have his heart chakra open. He only knows how to pretend to make love but is not capable of real love. Physically it was intense, but spiritually it was empty. I now look forward to making love with my soulmate and Twin Flame, my guardian angel. I take this as therapy and an experience of heartbreak.
Now that everything is clicking into place. I feel for our younger teen friend from ROVAS Art Camp, we met 4 years ago when she was still a child, now she is a teen, she gave up her virginity to this man. I remember how she stormed into our camp area, yelling at him in Hungarian, saying she hated him, that she would delete him from Facebook, and more. At the time, I had no idea that she was angry at him for being my Art Camp boyfriend. We would sleep, dance, eat and walk around holding hands. To all we looked like a regular couple but it was just a cover for this predator, as we would separate at night for a few hours as I danced he went hunting, he said he was helping our male friends get girls. Now I know that they were cover for him.
I am deeply disappointed and disgusted by all the lies. The only positive I can take from this is that, unknowingly, I used him to clear my lower chakras and opened my heart chakra so wide that its ripples were felt by the DJs, musicians, composers, and dancers on the Szabo Chill stage dance floor. It worked—it was powerful. I chose the right partner for the healing I needed. My chakras are now clear, and I am grateful that synchronicities, intuition, and other inner guidance revealed the truth: this man was literally sent as an agent of darkness to drain my energy while hiding behind false love. As soon as I fell in love, he began to distance himself from me. He is not capable of intimacy, and that is the game he plays—feeding on any love or anger the woman directs toward him. He is an energy vampire and a psychopath, as he feels no empathy with his heart chakra closed.
I share this story because I want my younger ROVAS Art Camp friend to know that I had no idea at the time what he was doing. He is a very convincing liar, and when I expressed my concerns, he told me I was jealous and clingy. You are so young, and you hold incredible power in your hands. A man like this should not be walking around freely, draining energy from other women—he deserves the consequences that are coming to him.
I am not angry with Cain, and I don’t wish him harm, but what he did to you should never happen to other young girls. I’m an adult and I will handle my own pain, but I cannot stay silent. My advice is to speak out for the sake of the divine feminine. We cannot allow demons to run wild and feed on innocence and take away their virginity.
What breaks my heart is that he has a six-year-old daughter. Men like this should not have children. At the Debrad Art Camp, I only realized on the last day that my visions and synchronicities were real when I discovered physical proof: missing condoms. We made love several times each day, and we did not use any. It was hard for me to believe that he was sleeping with Demonabella, even though I knew it was happening, so I prayed for a sign.
At the Transylvania Art Camp, he arrived with her, and every night they would drive off to have sex. He drained Demonabella of any energy she had—she was like a walking zombie. He then moved on to one of my close friends, who had also had her heart broken by one of the Art Camp males. He started coming by our room to feed on free whisky and energy, made himself comfortable in my bed, and once I left, they slept together.
I had visions and synchronicities of him with Demonabella and Demonabella 2.0. I also had visions of him being with you, accompanied by many synchronicities.
