From Chaos to Calm: Choosing a Life Beyond the Inner War
By Dr. Anna Biela
Wrocław 22.03.2026 4:44 am
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Across my path, during my personal war with demons, I started to find people I asked for help. This fight was mine alone—and I won. But along the way, I came across women from different backgrounds and knowledge. At the beginning, it was a Slavic whisperer who first diagnosed me as being infected. Then I spoke to a neuro coach, and later to a radiesthesist—women with sight and knowing. Each of them, in their own way, helped me on my path.
I am still uneasy about using my own skills, because I remain cautious of what may still be lurking in the background. So I chose to quiet all voices, even the ones I would like to trust. One of them is the consciousness of my partner. For this, I am sorry for telling you to fuck off so often—but please know it is not because I don’t want to talk. It is because I still don’t know who I am speaking with, so I choose silence.
I also heard another perspective on twin flames from one of the women I am working with while trying to bring my energy into order. She said to be careful with words, because they carry meaning—and that attracting a twin flame may come with a cost, where one of us would have to burn and rise like the Phoenix. I don’t want any of us to burn. I don’t need more pain in my heart. So I am no longer inviting a twin flame, but a life partner.
Since I finished my work in the family business, I feel like I have gone through hell. Instead of focusing on my art, I have faced a series of obstacles on my path. The final point was what I experienced as the seven demons within me. Now that they are gone, and I have released the trauma from my past and understood that many of my fears were not truly mine, I just want to live a normal life.
No more rollercoasters—just smooth sailing.
As a highly sensitive person, I wish for a calm nervous system. For me, that is the good life.
