I Thought It Was All the Same

By Anna Biela, May 15,2026, Wroc[love] 8:48 am

I realized something today that changed everything for me.

Why would I seek power in an egregor, in created systems, or in energies shaped by human hands… when I can go directly to the source — to God?

There is a difference. I didn’t always see it clearly, but now I feel it.

When I was prayed over — when hands were placed on me in the name of Jesus — I felt the Holy Spirit pour into me. Not something distant, not something I had to reach for… but something that filled me completely, to the brim. Alive, present, undeniable.

I cannot say I ever experienced that depth in Reiki, bioenergy, or any other practice. I know people seek healing there, and I understand why — but for me, it was not the same source.

I used to think all “energy” was one and the same, just different names. Now I see there are two paths — and they are not identical.

Jesus is the gateway. The shepherd. The one who leads safely.

What art needs is not man-made love, not constructed emotion or borrowed symbols — but real love. The kind that flows into us from God, through the Holy Spirit. That love transforms. That love heals.

I also understand now why certain practices are not accepted within the Catholic Church. It is not about limitation — it is about protection.

I learned this the hard way. Trying to do good, I opened doors I didn’t understand. And I paid the price for that confusion.

But today, I can say this clearly:

I am free.

And now I choose the path that leads directly to He[art].