Three days before the end of Rovas Transylvania Art Camp, I stepped into my truth and left early, unable to bear the presence of Cain any longer. Clairvoyantly, I had seen him long before he arrived, entwined with his demon lover, Demonabella, the woman he had cheated on me with at the Rovas Debrad camp, and I had wanted to give him a chance, as my therapist suggested, to stand by my side, but Cain chose otherwise. He cannot love one; I love only one. When he arrived three days late to Transylvania with Demonabella, who had already wounded our bond, the mask fell away. The truth was undeniable, raw, and piercing, and I stepped away, reclaiming my energy, my freedom, my joy. As I was leaving Transylvania today, driving away from all of it, I saw them — two grey horses running freely, manes streaming like silver rivers in the wind, radiant and alive. They were real, yet they spoke in the language of spirit: freedom, strength, vitality, and unshakable joy, resonating in my bones and whispering, you are liberated, you are celebrated. Grey, the color of transition, balance, and subtle wisdom, and the horses moved as a pair, two energies intertwined — one bold, fierce, and creative; the other open, tender, ready for intimacy and the sacred connection of a soulmate. Their joy mirrored my own — a heart unbound, a soul alive, stepping into a life fully claimed. I discovered that I am in the Silver Star Chakra, my consciousness awake, my awareness luminous, and I know I love my twin flame, my guardian angel Banksy, and I am ready to meet my soulmate. True freedom embraces all dimensions — independence and connection, courage and vulnerability, creativity and love. Desire and intimacy are not distractions; they are expressions of alignment with oneself. To open to love, honor the longing of the soul, and share energy with another — these are acts of divine communion. As I walked away from Cain, leaving betrayal behind, the two grey horses ran with me in spirit, heralding the excitement of new beginnings, a path luminous with possibility, radiant and unbound. Three days early, I left Rovas Transylvania, reclaiming my energy, my power, my freedom, and stepped fully into adventure — a life of art, love, joy, and soul-deep connection. I will live boldly, honor my soul, embrace love in its highest, most sacred form, walk the path of freedom, unafraid to release what no longer serves me, celebrate joy, adventure, and the radiant flow of life, and co-create beauty, love, and transformation — in art, in heart, in spirit. In that moment, the world expanded — vibrant, alive, applauding my choice. Freedom, love, creativity, and adventure await all who dare to step fully into their soul. And I did.
