I Want to Be What You Saw in Me

A Bioenergetic Prayer & Personal Journey

By: Dr. Anna Biela 04.06.2025 Tihanyi 1:27 am

For the last three days, my thoughts have been orbiting around a quote on Banksy’s newest piece—a work of art that has captivated me and stirred a deep resonance within my soul. I’ve been meaning to write about this, for it feels as if my prayers have been answered. Whether you call it synchronicity or destiny, I have this inner knowing that what I’m experiencing is much more than coincidence.

To say “I want to be what You saw in me” is not just a poetic longing—it’s a powerful bioenergetic intention.

In the field of energy, every thought, feeling, and spiritual desire creates a vibration. This particular sentence carries the frequency of returning to alignment with one’s original blueprint—the soul’s purest energetic signature as it was seen, created, and loved by Source.

Before the world shaped us with fear, before survival patterns hardened into armor, before we forgot… there was a moment of divine seeing. God—Source—saw us fully. Not as broken, not as too much, not as not enough. Whole. Radiant. Exactly as we were meant to be.

That vision is still vibrating in the field. It lives in the blueprint of your soul. It’s not lost; it’s merely layered over by the experiences, challenges, and expectations imposed by life.

For me, this awakening feels intertwined with the art of Banksy—an artist who has been an inspiration since 2013. I still remember writing him my very first email when he had one, inviting him to join me for MADOA Dream of Silesia. That event, held in the same stadium where Chelsea from London just played and won, allowed me to capture the raw energy within a space transformed by murals from a collective of inspired artists.

Now, today, June 4, 2025, as I stand in front of what I consider Banksy’s latest masterpiece, I feel an undeniable connection. The art forces me to pause, to think twice, and to reexamine my life through a lens of deep introspection. It’s art that questions the way we’ve been conditioned, urging us to ask: “I want to be what You saw in me.”

This call to return—to embrace our unarmored, authentic selves—is not just an abstract desire. It is an invitation to release the layers of blocked energy we’ve accumulated over time. In bioenergetic healing, we confront these barriers: old beliefs stored in our cells, suppressed emotions that hide in our muscles, and ancestral traumas embedded deep within our bones. We hold tension in our jaw when we suppress our truth, collapse our hearts when we stop trusting love, and numb our creative spirit when we fear vulnerability.

But the moment you whisper this prayer—“I want to be what You saw in me”—you begin to dismantle those walls. You send a ripple through your nervous system, your energy field, your cellular memory. In that space, you start calling yourself home.

This transformation is not about becoming something new. It’s about removing what was never truly yours—shedding the false identities and limiting beliefs that you adopted for survival.

This return is not linear. It doesn’t happen all at once. It’s breath by breath, choice by choice. Sometimes it appears as tears, sometimes as silent reflection, sometimes as wild, liberating expression. But it is always movement—the vibrant, unstoppable movement of life returning to its original state.

The divine never forgets who you are. And when you choose to remember too—to reclaim that divine, unfiltered energy—you step into the most authentic power there is: the power of being who you truly are.

Today, as I stand witness to Banksy’s awe-inspiring creation and feel the energetic pull of that very quote, I place my hands on my heart and feel my feet firmly on the Earth. I say, not just with my words but with every fiber of my being:

I want to be what You saw in me.

I trust that this intention is already transforming me—removing old layers and allowing my true essence to shine through. And in that moment of transformation, I recognize that art, prayer, and bioenergetics are all part of a larger, interconnected tapestry that guides me home—to myself.