Reflections on Marriage
By Anna Biela
How I Feel About My Soul Partner
Today I had a vision while connecting with my partner, my Twin Flame, on a soul level. It made me reflect on what marriage really is.
For me, it is the connection of two souls outside the body, but I also hope to experience this using my body because I imagine it would be pure bliss.
I am trying not to confuse relationships and their karma with pure bliss. So let’s leave relationships out of the picture, because, to me, they are all karmic in one way or another, and instead focus on two people making love on a cellular—or perhaps I should say soular—level.
I have never been married, and I have never experienced this kind of connection. In my case, it is not so easy because I have chosen abstinence from relationships. What tests me is the desire to experience bliss without karmic attachments.
The most beautiful thing is that I know who my partner is, and on a soul level we are already one. But since I live in a human body and have sexual organs, I would love to experience this connection through my body as well.
The vision I received was that it is almost like the reverse of the multiplication of cells.
In biology, from one there are two, from two there are four, and so on. But I imagine that when the two cells that originally came from the one meet again through sexual intercourse, they activate a process of merging hearts—or merging cells. For the moment that they are interlocked, they become one cell again.
Maybe that is the truest marriage of two souls.
Maybe that is what Twin Flames really are.
I am not interested in karmic relationships anymore. I have had my fair share of those, and honestly, I would rather remain single than be brought into that kind of entanglement again.
What I want is simply to become one.
I want to feel our energy fields merge.
If that involves an incredible orgasm—which I would rather call a Soulgasm—then all the better. But what truly interests me is the merging of two energy fields through the connection of the vagina and the penis.
This is the kind of love where it no longer matters what happens outside of that connection, because nothing compares to the merging of two souls on the cellular—or soular—level.
It is no longer about attachment or possession.
It is spontaneous combustion.
When two become one again, their hearts light up so brightly that they send ripples throughout the field.
I wonder if a couple who is able to connect on this level can literally give birth to a new world based on love, because the bond becomes so strong that it radiates far beyond the two people themselves.
Can you imagine if all the Twin Flames found each other and entered into this kind of sacred marriage, even if only for a brief moment in time?
Would it change the course of the world?
Today, during meditation, I shared all of this with my partner.
I told him that I want nothing that belongs to him in the 3D world.
He can keep all his material possessions.
I do not want riches.
I do not want fame.
What I want is invisible, and it is worth far more than money could ever buy.
I want love without all the karma.
Perhaps this is what marriage has always meant to me—not a contract between two people, but the conscious merging of two souls who remember they were never truly separate in the first place.