Being with Diabel was a turning point for me. For the first time, it truly clicked: I’ve been dating system guardians all my life—men who are emotionally cut off from their heart chakra and deeply narcissistic. Suddenly, the pieces fell into place.

With this new perspective, combined with the stories my friends shared about their boyfriends and husbands, I could finally spot the pattern. It’s no wonder why every man I dated eventually ended up on the curb. They were never able to give me the love I needed, never made me feel safe or secure.

This has been a pattern since high school—repeating itself over and over. But now that I see it clearly, I can recognize the signs and protect my heart. Awareness is the first step toward breaking the cycle and opening myself to real connection, love, and security.

Stay tuned for stories about the men I dated over the years. Each one taught me something—sometimes painfully—but they also helped me recognize the patterns I kept attracting. From high school crushes to adult relationships, the lessons are endless, and the insights are finally helping me break free from the cycle.