SHY

No Longer Shy: A Karmic Lesson Released ✨

Last night I fell into the Netflix trap, staying up until 2 a.m. at my parents’ house. I had forgotten how addicting TV can be—it felt like a drug whispering, “turn me on”. And of course, I listened.

I ended up watching some silly high school drama, My Life with the Walter Boys. But somewhere between the laughs and the awkward teenage crushes, I realized something profound about myself: I am still shy when it comes to love.

Even at 45, I find myself having crushes—big, soul-stirring crushes. The one that lingers most is the soulmate I’ve never met. And as I imagined what it would be like to finally stand in his presence, I had to admit—I would be painfully shy.

But then came the breakthrough: it is my own energy that has been keeping him away. This shyness has been a veil, a karmic lesson I’ve carried for lifetimes. Last night, I worked it through.

I stand now completely naked before this truth. I was shy, but I am shy no longer. I am free, free, free. The emotion is gone, released into the ether.

A boundary has been broken. A pattern dissolved. And I am ready.