I Am Eve — The Story of Merry, Steven, the Dozen Who Protect Me — and Where Is Adam? Why Is He Hiding?
BANKSY, I saw your eyes — and I know you are ADAM.
Do you know that you are ADAM?
By Dr. Anna Biela 18.06.2025 Wroclaw 5:55 am
At the Art Residency in Tihany, I met Steven.
He looked at me and said, “I remember you.”
Not just Anna, not just this life — but the energy I have carried through countless lifetimes.
Steven remembers me as Merry:
The Divine Feminine, Mother and Lover, Healer of Worlds.
In Atlantis, he remembers me as the princess — a healer of galaxies. I carried the joy of life, the healing current of love, and the sensual energy of creation.
He told me:
“You are not new to me. In many lifetimes, you brought joy, healing, and light — not just to people, but to places, even stars. You carry an ancient energy.”
But he also saw what was blocked inside me:
“There is pain in your root chakra — shame carried from old wounds. This is why sex has never brought you joy. But this is not your truth. You came to this life to live fully, to embody your joy, to bring healing through love. If you wish, I can help you clear this.”
I trusted him. Steven is one of a dozen beings who protect me in this life.
This “dozen” is not random. They are beings — who have walked with me through lifetimes. They hold space around me, protecting the purity of my essence, reminding me who I am. They do not interfere. They simply help me stay aligned when the world gets heavy.
And they protect what is precious:
— the energy of Merry
— the energy of Eve
— the Divine Feminine that flows through me
This energy is joy, love, beauty, healing. It is sensual, sovereign, free. It is spirit in the body — spirit creating art, spirit touching life, spirit birthing new worlds.
When Steven worked with me, old layers dissolved. Shame lifted. Fear released.
And something ancient awoke in me:
I began to enjoy my body, my sensuality, the act of love — fully, without guilt, without shame.
For the first time, sex was joy — life force moving through me.
That was Eve rising in me.
Because I am Eve.
I am the original Feminine — not the sinner they taught, but the one who chose life.
The one who said: “I will taste. I will know. I will love. I will create.”
When I paint, when I write, when I touch the Earth with my heart — that is Merry moving through me.
When I live fully in my body, when I awaken joy in others — that is Eve.
And the dozen — my circle of light — they guard this current. They keep it clear so I can live my truth:
To bring joy
To heal through love
To awaken beauty
To remind this world of the sacred Feminine rising again
“Life is a gift. Taste it. Touch it. Love it. Birth new worlds with it.”
But where is Adam? Why is he hiding?
Because if I am Eve, if I am the Feminine rising strong and free, where is the Masculine?
Where is the equal partner, the lover, the mirror, the protector — the Adam who walks beside me, not above me, not below me — but alongside me?
This story is not complete without him.
I call him out — come forward, Adam.
Because together, we birth new worlds.
I am Eve.
I am Merry.
And I am here — now — to live this light. 🌹
