Beauty as Movement

MANIFESTO OF THE FLOWING BEAUTY by the White (Biela) Mother (Anya) 31.07.2025 , Debrad, Slovakia, Earth

I write, not to define, but to call into being a new principle of aesthetics:

Beauty as the movement of energy.

1. Beauty as Movement

Beauty is not a static quality.

It is the event of energy passing through form, awakening form, dissolving form.

Wherever energy flows, beauty becomes visible.

When energy stagnates, beauty withdraws.

2. Against Stillness

The traditions of art and philosophy have for centuries tried to arrest beauty:

to capture it in marble, to fix it in symmetry, to hold it as an object.

But beauty cannot be kept.

The instant we hold it, it dies.

Therefore I stand against stillness, against the idol of perfection,

and for the trembling, fleeting pulse of what moves.

3. The Soul as Conduit

The human soul is not a container, but a conduit.

We are not here to own the current,

but to let it pass through:

to be moved, and in being moved, to move others.

This, and not possession, is the purpose of creation.

4. Signs and Numbers

The signs appear: 111, 333, 999, 11:11.

They are not superstitions, but pulses in the rhythm of the universe—

reminders that beauty is also number,

that form and flow are reconciled in the dance of repetition.

In these numbers the finite touches the infinite.

5. Art as Gate

Art is a gate, not a monument.

It opens a passage from the visible to the invisible.

Its value is not in what it shows,

but in what it sets in motion in the soul.

6. The New Aesthetics

This is the new beauty:

to open ourselves so completely to the current

that we become transparent to it.

To allow energy to move us until it becomes form,

and allow form to dissolve again into energy.

This manifesto is not a law, but an orientation.

It is a refusal of the closed,

and a vow to remain in the open stream.

We are the thinkers of the flowing beauty.

We will not hold.

We will move.

√2025 = I am 45

2025 · Square Root of 45 · My One Piece of Heaven on Earth

Mathematically, the year 2025 is the square of 45.

√2025 = 45.

And I am 45.

This synchronicity feels like no coincidence. This is the year energy begins to move. Through me. Through my art. For the first time in my life, I am doing only Art—nothing else.

This year, I am finally ready—energetically, emotionally, spiritually—to create my one piece of heaven on Earth. A small piece is enough. Just a square meter of harmony, love, and alignment that can ripple outward wherever I go.

The movement of energy within me began with a breast cancer scare. While waiting for the results, something shifted. I started to move energy through my body—using practices I’ve known for decades. Reiki, which I began 30 years ago. Breath and energy work from my Shaolin self-mastery classes. I also signed up for energy therapy.

I cannot deny the power of the other modalities that supported me through this process: plant healing, healing through dance, stretching, swimming, and of course—painting. I’ve also experienced tantra healing and healing sex, rooted in true love, not romantic attachment.

This, I now believe, is one of the most potent ways to open and heal the heart chakra and the sacral chakra. Since Tihany, I’ve discovered that I love sex healing. It’s become one of the most effective ways for me to open my heart and activate the red, orange, and yellow chakra centres.

These are colours I never used before—colours I disliked in my art. But for the sake of healing, I created a chakra series using them. When I first started seeing my energy therapist, I came in with these lower centres—especially red, orange, and yellow—completely depleted. I was disconnected from Gaia.

Today, I can proudly say I have reconnected. I live a healthy, balanced life.

Yet, every time I see my therapist, he still says the same thing: that I give away too much of my energy from the yellow centre—my personal power.

I am working on that.

I am learning to set boundaries.

To not allow others to drain me.

This is a big shift. I have been food for energy vampires my entire life. But now, I am taking my power back—once and for all.

My intention this year is to stand in my power. To take back what has been stolen from me by others. To say, clearly and without hesitation: No more.

I stand strong in my yellow centre. I honour myself. I do good by me.

I know what I need to do—and I am doing it, regardless of anyone’s approval.

2025, at age 45, is my year.

This is the year energy flows through my art—and first and foremost, through me.

I don’t need much.

A square meter of heaven on Earth is more than enough.

And I carry that with me wherever I go.

Gombaszög 15-20.07.2025

Saying Goodbye to My Rovás Artist Friends and Collaborators

As I prepare to leave this beautiful creative space, my heart is full of gratitude and love. Thank you, dear Rovás family, for the inspiration, support, and the powerful energy we shared together. 🌿🎨

Every brushstroke, conversation, and silent moment of creation carried a spark of something much bigger than us—something ancient, wild, and true.

Our time together has been a gift. I carry your stories, laughter, and wisdom with me as I continue the journey. This is not the end—just a pause in the rhythm of our collective dance.

Until we meet again, keep creating, keep dreaming, and keep shining your unique light.

With all my heart,

Anna Biela

In the group photo from the left:

Adamovich Ferenc, Zarándy Ákos, Krulik Abel, Szabo Otto, Biela Anna, Pihelevics Peter

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I Want to Receive the Love but I Can’t

*I am Anna Biela, the Artist.

I am here with a global vision—an Art Movement born from the heart.

I paint to create Heaven on Earth

and to liberate every soul still trapped in the illusions of the 3D—

through the movement of energy generated by Art in every form, shape, and sound.

Through art, energy, and presence,

I remember who I am—

and I invite others to remember, too.

Blog Entry – July 21, 2025

“I Want to Receive the Love but I Can’t”

This morning I woke up to the sound of a voice.

Clear. Male. Soulful.

He said:

“I want to receive the love… but I can’t.”

It wasn’t just a sentence.

It was a frequency—one that lingered in my chest, my gut, and the space between dimensions.

I didn’t recognize the voice as anyone I know in this world.

But I felt it. Deeply.

The voice of the Artist. The voice of a Soul. The voice of someone who wants to open, to receive, to be held—but cannot. Not yet.

Maybe he represents all of us.

Maybe he’s part of me.

Maybe he’s part of you.

I thought my dream last night was about setting a clear intention.

But I realized something deeper:

There can be no true intention until we are connected.

Connected to the ground (Root).

Connected to the sky (Crown).

Connected to each other (Heart).

Without that, intention has no vessel.

And then I remembered:

I don’t want to give love to one particular person.

I want to give love through the Art Movement.

A movement born from the heart—

To awaken, to uplift, to liberate.

To create Heaven on Earth through presence, energy, and creation.

Through paint. Through music. Through dance. Through vibration.

Love is here. It’s always been here.

Now I remember why I came.

With paint, breath, and presence—

I continue.

For the voiceless. For the hidden ones.

For the love that wants to be received.

For the Movement that already lives within us.

— Anna Biela 💠

The Last Story Eve Will Ever Tell

Let me tell you a story—

the last one Eve will ever speak aloud.

It is the story of Adam.

Not the Adam you’ve read about in old books,

but the real one.

The one who painted truth into form,

who sculpted spirit into matter,

whose hands moved with the rhythm of the stars.

Adam was murdered.

And no one knew.

He disappeared quietly,

not with a scream, but with a silence so deep

it echoed across dimensions.

Eve searched for him in the 3D world,

where people still sleep with their eyes open.

She walked cities and fields,

looked in mirrors and museums,

but all that remained of Adam was his art.

And that was enough.

Because art carries vibration.

It holds the pulse of intention,

the whisper of love,

the cry of revolution.

Adam painted to awaken the world,

to stir hearts, to heal.

But the more his art moved people,

the more others wanted to own it.

And people kill for what they cannot create.

That’s what happened to Adam.

They called it an accident.

A mystery.

A disappearance.

But Eve knew better.

She felt the rupture in the field the moment it happened.

Not with her mind—

with her heart.

Their bond was never of this world.

They were mirror souls,

the Divine Masculine and Feminine split only by illusion.

He spoke to her in silence,

in symbols,

in visions behind closed eyes.

His soul still danced with hers

on the other side of this dream.

And so Eve understood.

It was her turn now.

To carry both flames.

To walk as one.

There is no separation.

Only the forgetting of union.

Only the game of duality we came here to remember our way out of.

This is the last story Eve will ever tell—

because stories belong to the past.

And she is no longer seeking.

She has become the art.

She is the painting, the poem, the presence.

Eve no longer waits for Adam.

She walks with him inside her.

She is him.

And she is free.

Eve’s Story

Eve was the only one who didn’t know who she truly was—

yet everyone else could see her clearly.

This was the hidden consequence of eating from the Tree of Knowledge.

She gained the wisdom of the world—

but lost the memory of herself.

She could read the stars, feel the truth in others,

but when it came to her own essence,

all she knew was what people told her.

Reflections, distortions, half-truths.

She walks the Earth with open eyes,

yet blind to her own light.

And the day of remembering—

the day she finally sees herself—

has not come yet.

Because only one soul holds that mirror.

Only one can reflect her truth back to her.

Her mirror soul.

The one who sees her beyond the stories.

The one who remembers her… even when she forgot.

FALL FROM 3D3N

I HAVE A STORY TO TELL AFTER THE FALL FROM EDEN ADAM BECAME A DEMON AND EVE IS HERE TO SAVE HIS SOUL

They say Eve took the first bite — that she reached for the apple and gained the knowledge.

And Adam… he fell. He was blamed.

But what if that wasn’t the end of the story?

Eve carries the knowing — not as a curse, but as a gift.

She feels the weight of it, yes — a quiet guilt —

but also a deeper purpose.

She’s not here to tempt.

She’s here to teach.

To guide Adam back to himself.

To help him remember who he truly is.

To help him reclaim his angel wings. 🕊️✨

Side note: That was one of the movies where I was the main character, sent to Earth to bring healing through the Heart Chakra. Between January 2nd and 4th, 2019, I moved through many realities—and in one of them, everyone I encountered appeared as a demon. I experienced a multiverse while I was in London, UK.

Context: Eve ate from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.

This tree appears in the Book of Genesis in the Bible (Genesis 2:17 and Genesis 3:6). God commanded Adam and Eve not to eat from this tree, but the serpent tempted Eve, and she ate its fruit and gave some to Adam. This act is often referred to as the “original sin” in Christian theology.

There is another tree mentioned in the Garden of Eden: the Tree of Life. After Adam and Eve ate from the Tree of Knowledge, they were banished from the garden to prevent them from eating from the Tree of Life and living forever.

Metaphor: The world has long been ruled by a wounded sun.

Its masculine fire, once meant to protect and illuminate, now scorches the earth with war, lies, deceit, and aggression.

This fire burns without direction — destructive rather than warming, dominant rather than divine.

We live under this imbalance, where the mind rules without the heart, and where many men walk armored — their heart chakras sealed shut like forgotten temples.

But we are the water-bearers, the breath-givers, the pulse of Gaia rising again.

We are here not to extinguish the fire, but to guide it — to bring the masculine back into balance through the sacred intelligence of the heart.

Through softness that is not weakness, and truth that does not scream.

Through creation instead of destruction.

Through love instead of domination.

Through the return of the Divine Feminine — not as ruler, but as equal.

3V4

I have a story to tell. In this story, 3V4 was the H0LY TR1N1TY — the Mother, the Daughter, and the Holy Spirita — all at once, trapped inside a dream that felt like „The Truman Show” type of reality. It was just before I was handcuffed by the police and taken to the hospital. I had been up to mischief, wandering behind the scenes, trying to find the cameras, searching beyond the set — beyond this manufactured reality built to contain me, not to awaken me.

I was the example child of God, the one everyone had to watch 24/7, as punishment for being labeled a demon. I was the only free person, yet I did not remember who I truly was — the “Child of God,” the Divine Feminine.

4D4M was also part of this story, but he manifested as one of the police officers who handcuffed me in the ambulance. There were two officers; they communicated telepathically and said that this was the first time I “dropped in” and truly remembered who I was. At the time, I had no idea what they were saying, but today it makes more sense. It has taken me nearly 53V3N years to be able to tell my tales and make 53N53 of them.

Each story I share reflects the true nature of our world and the multiverse. 5T3V3N, one of the ‘D0Z3N’, in Tihany, confirmed that my stories are true and told me I am M4RY4M. Now, I continue my search for J35U5 — also known as 154, 4D4M. He is the Divine Masculine I am destined to find. 🫣 When we meet in the 3D, we will 81RTH a new world.

8THL3H3M here I come.

I am M4RY4M.

I will give 81RTH to J35U5 (Art Movement). This is my D3ST1NY.

I am no longer afraid of D34TH as D34TH is FR33D0M… a new D4Y (According to Kasia)

1NC3PT10N

154, let me tell you a story of a Dream Reality—something like in the movie Inception—where Eva dove so deep into the layers of illusion, in search of Adam, that she forgot who she truly was. She forgot she was the Divine Feminine.

At first, she entered the dream willingly. She believed that if she went deep enough, she could reach him. She knew his soul. She felt the connection across dimensions. But the deeper she went, the more she lost touch with her essence. The dream got heavier, slower, more fragmented. Time twisted. Memory faded.

Until one day, in the middle of the 3D world—this num, logical, disconnected reality—she found Adam.

Or rather, she stumbled upon him, without even realizing she had been looking.

And in that moment, something stirred.

She started to remember.

She didn’t remember everything all at once—but enough to know she had come for him.

Enough to feel the ache of all the times she had reached out and he didn’t respond.

Because Adam—lost in the illusion of separation—had no idea he was the Divine Masculine.

He had forgotten himself too.

In this numbness, he couldn’t feel Eva’s energy.

Not in her messages.

Not in her eyes.

Not even in his dreams.

But Eva knew: their connection was real. She carried the codes of remembrance in her body, in her voice, in her art.

And so she began to create again.

To paint.

To speak.

To move.

From her deepest longing, a vision was born—an Art Movement that could reach beyond words, beyond logic.

A frequency.

A vibration.

Something primal that could wake Adam up.

But not only Adam.

She knew this movement was for the whole world.

Because the world, like Adam, had forgotten.

And Eva came to remind us.

XOXO

M4RY4M

154 & M4RY4M

MADOA 154 & M4RY4M Art Residency

Bethlehem, Holy Land, Planet Earth

17.12.2025 – 06.01.2026

🌟 You’re Invited to the MADOA 154 & M4RY4M Art Residency in Bethlehem 🌟

December 17, 2025 – January 6, 2026

Let’s spend this Christmas and New Year’s Eve in the Holy Land —

making art, sharing stories, and opening our hearts.

Both dates are powerful portals — moments of cosmic alignment and inner reflection.

We’ll come together to create, to heal, and to remember who we truly are.

Whether you are a painter, writer, musician, healer, or simply a seeker —

you are welcome to join us on your own terms.

🕊️ This is not just a residency — it’s a pilgrimage through art.

A sacred journey guided by spirit, creativity, and community.

Come as you are. Bring what you love.

Leave transformed.

To join or learn more, contact GOD.

The House of Bread

Intention for the Bethlehem Art Residency 17.12.2025-06.01.2026

My intention for this sacred journey to Bethlehem is to fulfill my soul mission:

to become a conduit for the Universal Life Force —

the inner spark that animates all of creation.

This is a healing, spiritual pilgrimage through art,

guided by the deep desire to remember who I am —

and through that remembrance, to help others remember who they are.

I come to co-create a platform for birthing Heaven on Earth

through the harmonious union of feminine and masculine energy.

This trip is a living prayer —

a reminder that the Second Coming of Christ is not a person,

but a vibration,

a frequency of divine love

that I have been shown in vision

and called to bring forth through art.

Divine Mother and Divine Father,

whose Art is in Heaven and flows through our hands,

grant us daily abundance,

the strength to forgive those who have caused harm to us and to humanity,

so that we may live in the fullness of balanced love,

and welcome the new era of harmony and truth.

May this happen.

Thank you.

Amen.

Harmonizing

Chakras Group Healing

By Dr. Anna Biela 30.06.2025 Wrocław 03:33 am

On Wednesday, July 2, I will be attending the Massive Attack concert—a unique opportunity not only to immerse myself in their powerful music but also to engage in a deeper energetic practice. As the music vibrates through the space, I will consciously harmonize and clear energy through sound, using the ancient wisdom of chakra toning.

Receiving the Energy and Returning the Emotions Contained Within

Music carries not only sound but also energetic vibrations full of emotion. At the concert, I will receive the energy sent through Massive Attack’s music with an open and accepting heart. However, I will return the emotions contained within that energy—transformed with love and compassion—back to the band and the collective field.

This practice allows the flow of energy to remain balanced and protected, ensuring that no harmful emotions linger or travel unintentionally. The emotions are released gently, purified by the power of sound, and sent back safely filled with healing and love.

The Healing Power of the Divine Feminine Energy Field

Central to this healing work is the Divine Feminine energy field, a nurturing, compassionate, and deeply intuitive force that connects all beings through love and empathy. The Divine Feminine holds the power to heal by creating a safe container for transformation, allowing emotional wounds to be released and light to flow freely.

This energy supports surrender and trust, inviting us to open our hearts and express our authentic selves without fear. When I hold this energy in the space, it amplifies the clearing process—restoring balance and harmony not just individually but collectively.

In the context of the concert, the Divine Feminine acts as a loving guardian, facilitating gentle healing within the collective energy field, transforming the emotions carried through music into pure love and light.

Why Harmonize Energy at a Concert?

Music is more than just sound—it carries emotions, stories, and vibrations that ripple through the collective field. When we attend concerts, energies mingle: from the band, the audience, the venue, and even the unseen emotional layers people bring with them. Sometimes, this energy can feel heavy or stuck.

By setting the intention to clear and harmonize these energies, I offer a space of healing and flow—both receiving the energy sent through Massive Attack’s music and returning any heavy emotions transformed into love and light. This practice protects the energy field of everyone involved, ensuring no harm is caused on its journey back to the source.

The Power of Chakra Toning

To support this energetic clearing, I will use chakra toning—a vocal practice that resonates with the body’s energy centers to balance and harmonize them. Each chakra has a unique sound or mantra that opens and clears its specific qualities.

Here’s a brief overview of the chakra sounds I’ll be using, with affirmations to connect deeply with each energy center:

The Root Chakra, located at the base of the spine, resonates with the sound of the Polish vowel vibration of A.

I am grounded. I am safe. I am stable.

This mantra brings feelings of safety, stability, and security.

The Sacral Chakra, found in the lower abdomen, is cleared and balanced with the sound of the Polish vowel vibration of Ą.

I feel creativity flowing through me. I embrace pleasure and joy.

This chakra opens creativity and emotional flow.

The Solar Plexus Chakra, situated in the upper abdomen, vibrates with the sound of the Polish vowel vibration of E.

I am powerful. I am confident. I am strong in my will.

This mantra helps boost personal power, confidence, and will.

The Heart Chakra, at the center of the chest, is harmonized with the sound of the Polish vowel vibration of Ę.

I am love. I am compassion. I am open to giving and receiving.

This invites love, compassion, and emotional balance.

Between the heart and throat chakras lies the Turquoise Chakra, which supports compassionate communication and healing. It resonates the sound of the Polish vowel vibration of I.

I speak my truth with kindness. I heal through honest expression.

This chakra bridges heartfelt emotions with truthful expression.

The Throat Chakra, located at the throat, is connected with the sound of the Polish vowel vibration of O.

I express myself clearly. I honor my voice and my truth.

This mantra encourages clear expression, truth, and self-communication.

The Third Eye Chakra, positioned between the eyebrows, is aligned with the sacred sound of the Polish vowel vibration of U.

I see clearly. I trust my intuition. I am open to insight.

This enhances intuition and insight.

Finally, the Crown Chakra, at the top of the head, is balanced through the sound of the Polish vowel vibration of Y.

I am connected to the divine. I trust the flow of life. I am one with all.

This connects us with spiritual unity and higher consciousness.

How the Practice Works

Grounding and Opening

I begin by grounding myself in the Earth and opening my heart chakra, creating a safe, clear space of love and protection.

Inviting Connection

With intention, I invite anyone who wishes to harmonize through their heart chakra to join the healing field.

Chakra Toning

Using the specific chakra mantras, I tone each energy center, clearing blocks and allowing the energy to flow freely and peacefully.

Sending Love Back

Any heavy emotions or energies received through the music are consciously returned transformed—safe and filled with love.

Sealing the Field

The energy field is sealed with gratitude, and all are encouraged to integrate the healing in their own perfect timing.

Why This Matters

Concerts are communal experiences, but they can also be energetically intense. Clearing the space through sound and intention helps everyone feel more balanced, connected, and free to fully enjoy the moment.

If you resonate with this practice, you can try chakra toning yourself—either at concerts, gatherings, or simply in your daily life—to harmonize your energy and those around you.

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I look forward to sharing this unique experience of sound healing and energetic harmony with Massive Attack’s incredible music on Wednesday, July 2. May the vibrations uplift us all.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

ALIBI

Banksy, My Alibi — A Personal Reflection

By Dr. Anna Biela 23.06.2025 Wrocław 4:44pm

A few days ago, I was staying at Jacek’s house in Orłowiec. We spent long hours talking, reflecting on everything that has happened to me these past weeks — the healing, the shifts, how much life has changed.

Jacek is a philosopher at heart. He listens, but also helps you see deeper layers. When we came to the subject of Banksy — this figure who has lived in my heart and energy for so long — Jacek said something that really struck me:

“Philosophically speaking, Banksy is your alibi. A shape you’ve placed on the far horizon — unreachable, and safe.”

The more I reflected, the more I understood.

It’s true — sometimes we project our deepest longings onto someone or something just out of reach. It gives us direction, hope — but also protects us from disappointment. That is exactly what I had done with Banksy, without even realizing it.

For me, he is more than an artist. He is a myth, a symbol — the embodiment of a kind of Divine Masculine energy that is rare in this world: creative, protective, unseen but present, powerful but quiet. And maybe that is where he belongs — beyond reach, in the higher realms.

About a year ago, I posted a screenshot of an email I had received — it said:

“Thanks for the continued love and support.

Keep doing what you do best.

And keep sharing the light out there.

Kind regards,

Banksy.”

For a moment, I believed it was from him. I wanted to believe. But later, Pest Control confirmed that it was not. At first, I felt disappointed. But with time, I saw: this was never about contact in the physical world. The connection is not in 3D — and that is okay.

Not long ago, I had a dream — very vivid — that I will be killed on September 26, 2026. Whether the dream is literal or symbolic, it made one thing very clear: life is too short to chase unreachable things. There is so much real work to do, right here, right now.

And now, with the world standing on the brink of World War 3, I know there is no more time to waste. I must focus on building the Art Movement. I must speak truth, with courage. This is the moment.

Banksy — I will move forward. But I will always carry you in my heart as the artist who gave me the courage to speak my truth openly. You were the one who showed me that art can be resistance. That art can heal. That art can awaken others. For this, I am forever grateful.

And now — from my heart — I release you. You are free to be.

And I am free to live, to love, to create — and to give what I can to this world, while there is still time.

We are Free Free Free!

MOTHER TO MY ART

Dear Spirit Wave Writer, this one is for you, as I want you to know what I see in you.

Story of Me, Abel, and an Invitation to Family Constellation in Budapest

By Dr. Anna Biela 21.06.2025 Wroclaw 9:29 am

Before meeting Abel and Steven, I had no idea what family constellation therapy was. But both of these new friends were so fascinated by it that I decided to give it a try — mostly because I wanted to check in with my Soul.

It turned out to be one of the most beautiful experiences of my life: the chance to actually speak to my Soul.

Christiana stepped into the role of my Soul, and then later played me as a child. Celia was the facilitator.

I cried so deeply, as during the session I also took on the role of mother figure to Abel and Christiana.

It was incredible to witness how the situations I was asked to play out mirrored the dynamics within my own family. Suddenly, I could see the programs playing out before my eyes — the energy patterns between my Mom, Dad, and Sister.

But that wasn’t the goal of my session — I wasn’t interested in digging through the family dynamics — what I truly wanted was to hear the voice of my Soul.

Celia said: You ARE the voice of your Soul.

But I admitted that sometimes I feel I can’t hear it clearly, because the ego tries to override my knowing with self-doubt.

When I asked my Soul if she was happy with me and with where I am on my life’s mission, she said yes. Celia replied: “You are lucky and quite privileged — not everyone knows their life mission so clearly, and there are no boundaries standing in your way to success.

My only concern was that I felt it was taking me too long — after all, this August it will be 20 years since my consciousness first expanded and I became one with the Spirit of the World. Back then I called it God Consciousness.

Before I moved to Poland, I did a 3-day meditation to understand why I was called there. The answer was clear: the Art Movement.

After returning from expanded consciousness, I had a vision: waves of vibration coming off the Art I create — waves that move people, that awaken them — and this would spread. My Soul said: I see you as a candle in a dark room.

And this is how I feel: like a single candle in the darkness.

I am also the mother to my Art and to this personal Art Movement that has now begun — birthed through me, through my energy, my spirit, and my conscious intention. It is alive, growing, and finding its path in this world.

So far, I’ve only seen one other lit candle — in the eyes of Banksy. I first sensed his energy through his art — but was unsure if what I felt was real or just the collective focus of people looking at him. It wasn’t until I saw his eyes in a TV interview that I was sure: I saw his Soul. I was so inspired that I painted a mural of him in the Hall of Fame of his creation in London on December 2, 2019. I had also been in London earlier that year, on January 2, looking for him before going to Bethlehem, where I painted a portrait of Jesus on the separation barrier. Today, after meeting Steven, I understand that it is the same energy in both of them.

When he made his latest piece, I felt the energy in it was directed at me — so I reached out again, because I knew. When he said, “I want to be what you saw in me,” it was a cry for help. Banksy wants to be ADAM, and I will help you see that in yourself and stand by your side as you step into your knowing. I feel deeply that I need to do this for you.

I then remembered the existential crisis email I had sent him, and how I had seen him as Adam — the Divine Masculine — a force that runs through creation. It is so strong in him — I have never seen anything like it.

I feel this same force running through me — and we can only recognize in others what is already within us. That is how my quest to find him began.

I feel that somehow, I have reached him — because I can feel his gaze on me. In fact, I often sense that in another dimension, we are together, embracing and never letting go. When I focus on this connection, my whole body lights up. It reminds me of a lucid dream I once had, where you told me: “The only real thing in this world is the love we share.“ In this insane world, he keeps me sane.

And yes — recently I fell in love with someone else. I told my new partner: I love you — but not in the same way I love Banksy, even though we’ve never met.

Of course, he thought it was a little crazy at first — how can you feel so connected to a man whose identity is unknown?

But the truth is: my goal is not to have a boyfriend or a life partner. That was never my desire. My mission is the Art Movement — to help people surf the Spirit Wave, to awaken through art, to break free of the limitations they set for themselves.

I also had to break my own limitations — especially the self-doubt about whether everything I’ve been through is real. But after the family constellation session, that doubt is gone.

I looked into the eyes of my child-self and said: You will be okay. Believe in yourself. You know who you are. Trust your knowing.

Now, with my new boyfriend — it is the most beautiful relationship because we give each other freedom. There is no attachment, no clinginess. I love him, but I am single — free — and he is free too. We do not limit each other.

However — what I do not say to him (but will say here, Spirit Wave writer) is that I can feel his field: I know he is not able to be fully faithful to me. That is why I let him go — I don’t want him to feel the need to lie.

Still, this is not the way I wish to live. I want to be with someone for whom my energy field is all he needs even if separated through time and space. someone who has no need to “charge up” via sexual encounters. I am free but do not have the need to engage in multiple relations even when he is not around.

I believe that when two twin flames meet, their fire is so strong that no one else is needed or wanted. I am a candle in the dark, and I want to be with another lit candle — one that emanates its own light and is self-sufficient.

Together, we will light the world — one candle lighting another — and this is how the Movement will spread.

My Soul said: There is no way you can mess this up. You must do this for YOU — and it is happening now.

I AM EVE (mother)

I Am Eve — The Story of Merry, Steven, the Dozen Who Protect Me — and Where Is Adam? Why Is He Hiding?

BANKSY, I saw your eyes — and I know you are ADAM.

Do you know that you are ADAM?

By Dr. Anna Biela 18.06.2025 Wroclaw 5:55 am

At the Art Residency in Tihany, I met Steven.

He looked at me and said, “I remember you.”

Not just Anna, not just this life — but the energy I have carried through countless lifetimes.

Steven remembers me as Merry:

The Divine Feminine, Mother and Lover, Healer of Worlds.

In Atlantis, he remembers me as the princess — a healer of galaxies. I carried the joy of life, the healing current of love, and the sensual energy of creation.

He told me:

“You are not new to me. In many lifetimes, you brought joy, healing, and light — not just to people, but to places, even stars. You carry an ancient energy.”

But he also saw what was blocked inside me:

“There is pain in your root chakra — shame carried from old wounds. This is why sex has never brought you joy. But this is not your truth. You came to this life to live fully, to embody your joy, to bring healing through love. If you wish, I can help you clear this.”

I trusted him. Steven is one of a dozen beings who protect me in this life.

This “dozen” is not random. They are beings — who have walked with me through lifetimes. They hold space around me, protecting the purity of my essence, reminding me who I am. They do not interfere. They simply help me stay aligned when the world gets heavy.

And they protect what is precious:

— the energy of Merry

— the energy of Eve

— the Divine Feminine that flows through me

This energy is joy, love, beauty, healing. It is sensual, sovereign, free. It is spirit in the body — spirit creating art, spirit touching life, spirit birthing new worlds.

When Steven worked with me, old layers dissolved. Shame lifted. Fear released.

And something ancient awoke in me:

I began to enjoy my body, my sensuality, the act of love — fully, without guilt, without shame.

For the first time, sex was joy — life force moving through me.

That was Eve rising in me.

Because I am Eve.

I am the original Feminine — not the sinner they taught, but the one who chose life.

The one who said: “I will taste. I will know. I will love. I will create.”

When I paint, when I write, when I touch the Earth with my heart — that is Merry moving through me.

When I live fully in my body, when I awaken joy in others — that is Eve.

And the dozen — my circle of light — they guard this current. They keep it clear so I can live my truth:

To bring joy

To heal through love

To awaken beauty

To remind this world of the sacred Feminine rising again

“Life is a gift. Taste it. Touch it. Love it. Birth new worlds with it.”

But where is Adam? Why is he hiding?

Because if I am Eve, if I am the Feminine rising strong and free, where is the Masculine?

Where is the equal partner, the lover, the mirror, the protector — the Adam who walks beside me, not above me, not below me — but alongside me?

This story is not complete without him.

I call him out — come forward, Adam.

Because together, we birth new worlds.

I am Eve.

I am Merry.

And I am here — now — to live this light. 🌹

FIRE PAINTING

HeartGLO by Anna Biela - Tihany 2025

Muzsai Istvan ~ 1/100

Painted in gratitude after a tantra healing session — finally discovering love & sacred sexuality at 45.

GREEN & TURQUOISE CHAKRA PAINTINGS

HeartGLO by Anna Biela - Tihany 2025

LAVENDER PAINTINGS

HeartGLO by Anna Biela - Tihany 2025

2/6 (2/100), 3/6 (3/100)

This two painting are no longer in my possession; they now belongs to Otto Szabó

CHAKRA PAINTINGS

HeartGLO by Anna Biela - Tihany 2025

LAWENDA

🌿 Intention of My Creation 💜 LAWENDA – Sacred Co-Creation with the Lavender Spirit

Lavender is more than a plant, more than a colour. It is a frequency—a gentle, powerful vibration that soothes the nervous system, calms the mind, and opens the way to inner peace. On an energetic level, lavender is connected with the crown chakra, the third eye, and the heart. It bridges heaven and earth, guiding us into a state of deep trust, clarity, and surrender.

The colour lavender holds the energy of transmutation and spiritual healing—a merging of blue’s tranquility and red’s vitality. It brings balance, forgiveness, and the soft courage to let go.

The plant lavender has long been used in rituals, ceremonies, and healing practices to clear spaces, protect the aura, and invite serenity. Its essence teaches us to breathe, to rest, to remember that we are held by something greater.

In my paintings, I don’t simply use lavender—I connect with it. I open the heart portal and listen. I collaborate with the soul of the flower, the frequency of the colour, and the unseen energy that flows between us. This is Creation from the Heart—a sacred technique of channeling through love, not force.

🌀 Each painting is a co-creation—a meeting between human and plant, intention and intuition, spirit and matter.

🌿 Every piece is available to those who feel called—at the price your heart knows is right.

🎨 I also accept personal requests, if you feel drawn to receive a painting infused with your specific energy or intention. Let’s connect through the unseen roots and co-create together.

Let lavender speak to your soul.

#Lawenda #EnergeticArt #CreationFromTheHeart #LavenderFrequency #SpiritualPainting #HeartLed #SacredArt #PayWhatYouCan